I am home.
I am home and tired and for some reason have not been much in the mood for being on the computer. I think it may be a little bit post holiday depression. It may also be a little bit of being overwhelmed with trying to make sense of what doesn't make sense. It is a whole lot of missing my home life. It is also some of so many bad and sad things going on around me in my family and church family.
I feel like I want to run away from it all.
I want to be anti social.
I want to ignore what ever it is that troubles me.
I feel lack of control.
I feel disconnected.
I want life to be good.
I want life to be happy.
I want security.
I am tired of being judged.
There it is...that's what it is. I am tired of feeling judged by others. Quit judging me for my life choices. I like my choice. I like what I am doing. It feels good and right to me.