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I am so glad you are here. Stay with us as we travel everywhere. I hope you will enjoy the ride.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Home

I am home.
I am home and tired and for some reason have not been much in the mood for being on the computer. I think it may be a little bit post holiday depression. It may also be a little bit of being overwhelmed with trying to make sense of what doesn't make sense. It is a whole lot of missing my home life. It is also some of so many bad and sad things going on around me in my family and church family.
I feel like I want to run away from it all.
I want to be anti social.
I want to ignore what ever it is that troubles me.
I feel lack of control.
I feel disconnected.
I want life to be good.
I want life to be happy.
I want security.
I am tired of being judged.

There it is...that's what it is. I am tired of feeling judged by others. Quit judging me for my life choices. I like my choice. I like what I am doing. It feels good and right to me.

2 comments:

Jeff's Journal said...

I'm glad you like what you are doing. When you have a job you don't like, it makes it so hard. However, you and Pops are sooooo missed.

Keenan said...

You know what? This is one of my favorite posts. It's so honest and real, and it's exactly what most of us face at any given time during our lives.

I just want to take your "I feel/I want" section and write it down. It's exactly what each of us feel inside, especially if we're honest with ourselves. This has the makings to be a really good illustration!

I love you guys! You keep me going with your honesty and raw emotions. I can relate!